Aiyah, constipated lately cannot get my thoughts out. But have to lah, to clear my "system" so i can happily anticipate Saturday & Sunday.... a milestone for me ;-) Stay-tuned.
In case you are wondering, i'm still volunteering at my kids' school but i've cut down my involvement quite a bit. i'm now only doing the reading programme with kids who are weak in that area. Last year, i was involved in quite a number of big and small events. While the experience was positive overall, i also saw things which i don't like. My fren who is a committee member in the Parents' Support Group has been complaining to me that those high-up-there committee members always conveniently delegate things to her assuming she has more time since she is a stay-home mum. These same people who are supposedly busy in their corporate jobs never fail to show up at meetings with the principal and at important school events. i'm past feeling irritated with them lah, though i still hate the hypocrisy of it all. Having made the decision to focus on the reading programme this year has been liberating. I love helping kids to read and i don't need to deal with people i don't like, lol.
Likewise, even in church, there are hiccups now and then where my current project is concerned. But reminding myself the original goal of my involvement helps (at least most of the time). Just don't shoot an email every now and then telling me what to do when it's none of your business. Okay, sorry for the outburst. Bwahahahahaha.
i'm also super irritated about something lately and i guess it's the main cause of my constipation in blogging. Though i'm not able to blog about the specific incident, just by mentioning it here, i'm beginning to let go of the irritation and find my focus again ;-)
i just have to let it out lah...
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